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so today i tried to get some wedding stuff done. my mom and i went to look at veils some, but i just can't decide what kind i want, and now i'm thinking maybe i dont' want one now. blah. plus the ones in the bridal shops are so expensive, but then the ones in craft shops are too plain and you have to attach them to the hair piece, so it's like are you really saving all that much and is it going to look decent? the less time i have, the more indecisive i become. good thing i ordered my dress in august. then tonight, i'm trying to work on gathering addresses and counting my (hopefully) final list of people. and it is complete chaos. i keep forgetting to include adam and me, and our families. hmmm. wouldn't that be great if there were room for everyone but us. then i dont' have addresses for a ton of people. and even today, i was still adding and subtracting people - i just dno't know where to cut off. especially with relatives. it's like, who's going to be offended if so and so is invited but they aren't. blah. oh well i guess.

then this mornign i went to the doctor cuz i've been having constant headaches this year and a little jaw pain. so now i have been diagnosed with TMJ. great. but i guess at least i know what's going on. and luckily it's mild enough that i dont' really have to do anything about it. i got some muscle relaxer meds for when i sleep so that i don't clench my jaws/grind my teeth. so hopefully they help. i'm a little nervous to take them, czu there are some lovely side effects. drowziness, dizziness, hangover feeling in morning, dehydration.

so enough whining. my break is nice and fairly relaxing so far. i've played a lot of cards with my parents - whooped them good tonight. hee hee. i'm excited for tomorrow - going to go to archivers to scrapbook with gina adn also get to see her place and all the wedding pics!